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Oct 26, 2008 - Raw Thoughts    1 Comment

Tomorrow & Today

I am not one to do much on New Year’s except think. And I do that every day. But towards this last month of the year, I tend to think a little broader. Maybe with feelings of awe at the passage of time mixed in. Nothing special.

This year. 2008.

1. I graduated from high school. (Mondo yesssssss.)

2. Rob Phinisee Jersey I finished my first quarter of college at SCAD.

3. I embraced my love for secondhand things. Calbert Cheaney Indiana Jersey Recycled. Reused. History. Personality. Age. Meaning.

4. My journal contains writer thoughts for each of the past 365 days.

5. This year, God turned my life upside down. And around. He is my everything.

6. I have realized how much I want to have a family of my own.

7. Friendship is dearer to me than ever. Those who feed me. Those I feed. Gavin Sawchuk Jersey Families. Neighbors. Steven Mitchell Jr USC Jersey Teachers. Individuals.

8. I have a vision in my head for what it is I want to do with my camera and my pen. All I can say is that it involves so much more than simply recording peoples’ faces. There is some kind of heart thing involved. Souls. Stories.

9. More than ever, I have a ravenous appetite for music type things. Guitar. Piano. I am playing. I am writing. I am learning. D.J. Morgan Jersey I want more.

10. My family is precious.

11. Trent Williams Jersey I am having my concept of love redefined. Expanded. Exploded. Pared down. Edited.

12. I am discovering what pretty feels like.

13. Jordan Bruner Alabama Jersey I have reached the end of myself. And in the bottom of that well, I found a way out. I found the sky. Dillon Bell Georgia Bulldogs Jersey Zacchaeus McKinney Oklahoma Sooners Jersey (Rather, the sky found me.) I have never felt so blessed by brokenness. It had a purpose. It has a purpose. My weakness is no longer my imprisonment.

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15. I am fascinated by strangers. People. Personality types. Introduce yourself. I want to meet you.

16. Books I want to read: House of Leaves, Diary (A Novel), Waiting for Godot, Midnight in the Garden, The Road…

17. Books I am reading: Questioning Evangelism.

18. Music I want to listen to: Iron & Wine, Pink Floyd, Alice in Chains (whatever’s good from those two – the radio has intrigued me), anything authentic and expressive.

19. Music I am listening to: George Winston (Autumn), Owen, Fleet Foxes, Anathallo (Canopy Glow)

20. Food I would like to eat: Naw, that was a joke. I’m a college student. Feed me. I’m starving.

This next year, I am very excited to see what happens. First Photography class this quarter. Friendships. More than friendships. See how I grow. Hopefully there will be more music, more photographs, more love, and more wisdom. Wisdom through suffering, rain, soup, salad, smiles, or laughter. Colin Simmons Jersey Whatever.